I'm sad I can't admit it irl so I'll just be myself on dA instead.
The truth is
I IS BISEXUAL. D: I give up holding it in, ok? I have for like....2 years now. -////-""" augh. Is it wrong to feel wrong for this? like, it's really weird. Like at first before that I thought I was just curious but eventually I realised maybe not. D: I haven't been out with a girl, I've kissed one but I just find them attractive etc so you could say I'm bi but hold back from girlfriends because it could complicate things alot and I'm alot more comfortable with guys. Also, they don't know I'm not straight in the first place and I'm taken by a guy anyway. XD
Only 2 people knew this, maybe I'm being stupid for coming out on dA but I don't really want to irl because of certain bitchy people.
I boobies. I pretty girls. I sexy shizz. On top of guys, yeah, get turned on by girls too.
so I guess I'm bi. Man. I could never admit that off of here, I'm a coward.
Heh, for some people, doing such a thing seems like discarding your humanity or something. Eh, well... you are who you are and... what else is there to say?
Though I must admit, I myself was very homophobic, by that I mean the men, and wanted nothing more than to avoid their presence at all costs. As for now... I treat them like people because they're really just that. I just don't want anything to do with their "game" and it's not like they would do anything like it if one of them knows about my stance. So it's all good.
Hm, they say that these kind of things are a choice. Is it true?
I know the feeling...I was questioning myself in highschool b/c I was finding myself attracted to my boyfriend's sister. I questioned myself for 2 years, beat myself up over it, and almost lost friends but in the end I finally found the courage to come out to a very select few and it helped me feel better about it and myself. I've openly admitted it for 3 years and finally came out to my little sister and I was terrified doing so. I sadly can't come out to any one else in my family b/c they are so against it I'm afraid of what they'd do. It also sucks b/c I have a girlfriend and my family keeps trying to set me up on dates with men...coming out is hard and just finding the courage to come out to anyone even online takes A LOT of courage so congrats to you. If you ever feel hated just remember that there are people in this world who look up to you for your courage